Happy(?) 33rd Month!...

how do you celebrate an important occassion without the other person to share it with?? ASK ME! I just did it yesterday. Hays... It was our 33rd month but then we had to celebrate it while we're far apart. He is in Batangas while i am here in Manila. How sad... I just stayed at home and kept myself busy watching tv and reading endlessly those pocketbooks that i bought last Friday. Hah!!! A lot of if only's played inside my mind. If only Leo is here, we'll probably go to the mall to stroll around. If only he's here then maybe we'll celebrate bigtime! I felt so helpless havin' no choice but just to stay home and drown myself into boredom!

Well, i know this is not the right way to greet ourselves a Happy Monthsary. The day isn't happy at all but just thinking that we were able to make it this long gives me peace of mind and makes me still wanna be thankful. I know that we don't always get what we want. I understand the reason why we can't be together at this very occassion. It just sometimes really make me sad, you know. I do hope by next month we'll get the chance to celebrate together. Not necessarily bigtime. For as long as we'll be by each other's side, then that should be more than enough...

Weekend rest at Batangas

I spent my weekend last week at Batangas with bhe and chard. Leo went home friday night but since i still have a shift that evening, chard and I just followed the next day after my work. We arrived at 9am, ate breakfast then stayed at Leo's room and watched dvd movies. Since i came from a shift, i don't have rest yet so i took some and i just woke up at around 8pm. We ate supper then just stayed downstairs and there, our concert was held. LOL. We enjoyed free videoke and sang like there's no tomorrow. But since Leo's dad went to bed early, we did not stay long and have decided to go back upstairs in his room to watch movies again. We watched Eurotrip which is a nice and funny movie.

The next day, Bhe and Chard cleaned the house. I just stayed at the room and just played puzzle bubble using Leo's phone. I did that to enjoy the vacation and to get plenty of rest. Because of that, they call me "SB" (sarap buhay Ü ). While his dad was eating lunch, he suddenly brought up an idea about the three of us going on swimming. It was so accomodating of him that he thought of something that we could do while we're there. We were so touched on the way he treated us.

So in the afternoon, we went to villa viceo. I've been to that place once before with my girlfiends (Gena, Czell and Cziee) and some of LH employees. I had fun memories of the place so im pretty familiar with it and it feels so nice to be there again but this time, with bhe and chard. We rented a cottage then did our usual thing. We went swimming for a while then went back to the cottage and played "tong its". After we played the game, we planned to go back swimming but too bad they are already cleaning the pool. so we had no choice but to go home na lang. But still, We had fun even if its just the 3 of us and of course we did not miss the chance to take some pics.

We went home at around 11pm and then just stayed there watching dvd while waiting for our service van. We were fetched as early as 2am so we arrived in Manila at around 5am. Overall, we had a good time. We enjoyed the weekend and i was able to get rest. That is the greatest thing of all. (aside from the fact that i got the chance to spend quality time with Bhe again)ÜÜÜ

tired, tired and tired...

im too exhausted... just finished a very tiring shift and my throat is starting to get weak. im just killing some time here while waiting till its 5am. we are set to go to batangas to spend the weekend there to unwind and to relax after a long and stressful week. im really tired...both physical and emotional. not because Leo and I are having problems. but then its just a feeling that you're too tired and just want to escape from the real world for a few days to get some rest and to recharge.

i understand that my line of work is so demanding especially now that we have targets to aim but then it just make me long for a quality rest. im just hopin' that i'll be able to get some this weekend coz if not, i might go Crazy! If only i could buy rest, quality sleep and strength... then i might not have to be feelin' like this today...is there a store that sell some? lol.

Im sick.

Got nothing to say. i wonder why i am being like this. Lately i noticed that i am kinda loosing my passion in writing. i don't know. is it because i am always busy? or is it because my mind is being occupied by a lot of things? Well, whatever the reason is, i think i'd rather do something about it. This is alarming to me. I've always loved writing, whether it is important or not, i always want to write all the thoughts running in my mind. I may not be good in creating a title on all the stuffs i do but still, it isn't an excuse. I really can't understand myself. There are a lot of things that i wanna do but then they are just being stuck in my mind then nothing comes next. My being procrastinator is controlling my body. Whew! This is really a very serious problem...