Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Happy(?) 33rd Month!...

how do you celebrate an important occassion without the other person to share it with?? ASK ME! I just did it yesterday. Hays... It was our 33rd month but then we had to celebrate it while we're far apart. He is in Batangas while i am here in Manila. How sad... I just stayed at home and kept myself busy watching tv and reading endlessly those pocketbooks that i bought last Friday. Hah!!! A lot of if only's played inside my mind. If only Leo is here, we'll probably go to the mall to stroll around. If only he's here then maybe we'll celebrate bigtime! I felt so helpless havin' no choice but just to stay home and drown myself into boredom!

Well, i know this is not the right way to greet ourselves a Happy Monthsary. The day isn't happy at all but just thinking that we were able to make it this long gives me peace of mind and makes me still wanna be thankful. I know that we don't always get what we want. I understand the reason why we can't be together at this very occassion. It just sometimes really make me sad, you know. I do hope by next month we'll get the chance to celebrate together. Not necessarily bigtime. For as long as we'll be by each other's side, then that should be more than enough...

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